Opposites

It's not enough
Connection
No direction
Melted
Frayed
Lost
I wonder
Why

Dead air

Space, distance

Unresponsive

Time passed

Time present
Round 2

Hasn't changed
Passing through
The hourglass
1 grain of salt
Pointless is pointing me
What was
What is
Elsewhere

A good read

The end...is the beginning...is the new

Silent protest

Refusing to engage in a certain discussion as I've done for damn 10 years, beginning this year.

My volunteering is finished.

Do over to tap out yet again

There really isn't anything more I can do.
Keep on letting it go, no matter what.
Let it be
Can't rebuild or get to know someone better than before when the person barely responds to you.
Seems like wasting my energy.

In psalm nia

3 am overthoughts
Payback
My rule
Going forward
No more contact
Up next
Im busy
Busy
Busy
Busy
What?
Im also adapting
Selective listening
Got something to say?
Didn't think so
Im busy.
Have a nice day in the life
You don't know me sir
Or is it sire?
Sin-seriously,
Busy

Someday

I keep wondering what in the world will it take to visit again, to begin again ?
Clearly, someone has a fear. And if it is the fear I think it is, I am in a different place in my life and have a lot of responsibility going on. I can't make the same mistake of missing a flight like before. I got bills to pay, kids to parent, other people's schedules to write etc...
If that is not what he is fearing, then I could assume he just doesn't want more than just a number added to his facebook friend list, but I know that is not the kind of person he is. :)
Patience is not my strong suit, but dammit, I've been patient with him for years and with my job that requires even more patience than a kid at christmas. He confuses me and that is a problem. I'm not a toy, I'm tired of this "too busy" can't talk shit.
Im too busy for those excuses.