Pigs

Fuck it
I'm kicking that bucket
Of you
If I could...
I'd kick rocks in your eyes
I loathe
In that past moment
Everything about your lies
Until I turn blue
And return to the skies
Finally I'd be free

Well well well

Wherever you are
I am not there
Wherever I am
You are not there
Whenever I speak
You aren't around
Whenever you speak
I'm not around
Whatever you are doing
I'm not aware of it
Whatever I am doing
You are not aware of it
Whomever you are with
I do not know
Whomever I am with
You do not know
However you
However me
Why oh why?
Can this be changed?

Life.

Talked about a friend from my past today. There is no drama regarding that friend.
No regrets and I've let things be for nearly a decade and can keep on doing so as I have been doing.
Besides, next week is going to be a busy, stressful informative week for me regarding my health that can be good news or life altering
God help me!

Current thought

When you notice the lacking of consistency,
But see deliberate destruction through use of words.

It's who? You? No?

This week has been very telling about family and friends.

And in the end, we are alone. 

Tripped up

I don't believe he did all he could do,
He never once drove this way through
He may have moved near
mountains and the sea
But he hasn't moved mountains
I've yet to see

Eventually.