Tuesday, October 4, 2016

Moving along

A wise woman won't get sucked into being prey for someone who lives in a constant loop cycle of darkness and depression.
That someone should be aware of what they are projecting onto others and want better for themself, especially when they seem to want the world to be in a better place.
Healing is understandable, but is projecting negatives the way to do it?
As healing progresses one must reflect with love, laughter, and forgiveness of the self and eventually the one who preys.



Sunday, October 2, 2016

Lifewise

"No matter how hard you try, you simply cannot fit into your old life anymore."
~Glennon Doyle Melton

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Observation of booshit

With past situations that have caused me more anxiety than I ever expected, there's always someone there to listen. However, that someone has brought a specific word into the our conversation the other day that I thought was hilarious during my experience of knowing a naricisstic sociopath.
Anyways, every once in a while I am reminded of that experience. The real concern is how much of a sociopath is he? Could he be stalking me and using an alias? Especially with the word used the other day by this so called friend. A true friend wont run off from you in the middle of conversation when I bring up the shit that I feel regarding that person.
It definitely sends a red flag to my attention.
Social media has caused a bit of panic in me from what I endured by the narcisstic sociopath.
I will say, if it is him under an alias, at least he is aware of  how much I dislike him.
But.....he did teach me how to be aware of people like him.
Beware of those type of men in dating land and educate yourself!
If I were aware of that type of man existing, I would have never in my life even considered the path of that hell.
Again, I definitely learned you can never please a person like that no matter how hard you try to avoid conflict. He will twist everything to enjoy your misery. It is the one thing that satisfies him.
And the other friend, keeps up a good disappearing act when I express how I feel.
Friend much?





Yesterday, Today....Tomorrow




The good, the bad, the ugly....mindful, the journey is a fascinating experience

Rock N Roll Country



Seriously, God bless this musical genius!

I recommend you to go listen to the demo version of this song.

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Signed, Sealed, Delivered on Friday

Letting go of a few pieces from your heartfilled journey is incredibly depressing, but necessary to give love back to the one who gave a journey to me.